Split the order.

You are not imagining it and you are not being difficult. Document it and take the document in.

It gets smaller. Not easy, smaller. That distinction kept me going.

An inconclusive account is useful if it stops the next person mistaking a story for a controlled comparison. Currently on noopept myself.

Test one thing at a time. It feels slower and it is the only way to learn anything.

Bring a list. Embarrassment makes everyone forget things, including you.

Small wins count. Walking to the mailbox is a data point. Not on buprenorphine but the pattern is familiar.