The pain score conversation is thirty seconds of my life I will never get back, every time.

It gets smaller. Not easy, smaller. That distinction kept me going.

Bring a list. Embarrassment makes everyone forget things, including you.

Log dose, time and sleep. Ten seconds a day and it turns the anecdote into something you can look at.

You are not imagining it and you are not being difficult. Document it and take the document in.

Moved rather than deleted. The reason is in the thread. Currently on post editing time limits myself.